Flood gates just opened up...

I just now was catching up on one of my favorite t.v. shows, "Lie To Me", and I started crying (yes with real tears and everything).

The awfulness of my situation just got triggered by the awfulness of what was going on in the story at that moment, and my emotions just let loose with a flow of tears.

People not in this situation have no fucking idea of how devastating it can be to be one of us, the sexually abandoned and forlorned.